Tommys Thoughts

It was 8 years ago today that I was dressed in my tux's and getting pictures taken. I had so much more hair back then and I didn't feel so stressed out. I have been finding it hard lately to be a good parent and husband. I dread going home from work. I just want to be left alone when I get there and that is the last thing that I get till I everyone goes to bed and that is not till 12:00. I just don't know why I feel this way and I can't seem to shake it. I love Sandy and the kids very much and I can't picture my life with out them. Sean's witty comments, Garrett's constant questions, Nick's craziness and Sandy wanting to be the perfect wife and have dinner on the table, but never knowing what I will eat and most nights I don't want to eat anything. So that question will come up again tonight and she will get made at me for saying whatever you want to make and me just eating a little bit of it and the boys not eating any of it and then asking for a snack 15 mins after dinner is over. Oh well, I guess this is my life and its what I have chose, but I would be cool to be rich and have a different car to drive everyday and have a huge house on a lake with a boat. I guess I just have to get more motivated to work and succeed and it will all come to me. Pooh Pooh on me, I hope I didn't bring you down today. Just wasn't feeling very cheerful about writing or anything else for that matter.

Have a better day then I'm having!