Tommys Thoughts

Its all my fault. I was too lazy to water my lawn so I asked for it to rain 2 weeks ago. I didn’t know that I had to ask it to stop. It has made me very blah today.

The other thing making me blah is now that we are going to have to find a house to buy, I’m scared that we are going to have to buy something that isn’t what we really want. I’m just not seeing the house out there that grabs me and is not a horrible drive to work. We are looking in an area that is 10 to 15 miles farther away from work, I know what most of you are thinking and my father bitched at me all day yesterday about it. I should move closer to work not farther away, but I really don’t want to move over there and it will cost me twice as much to get what I want. So that is the dilemma. The Lady that bought the house wants to be in 60 days. We can always make the double move and live with my parents for a while, but I don’t see that working out at all now. It was ok when it was just me, but after just an afternoon with my parents and my family, I think we will kill each other by the end of the first day. Not to mention that I will have to suffer with dialup, but I would probably get him cable modem. They have the room and the bedrooms for us. It would be kind of nice to live back in my room again.

I think the lack of sleep from last night is catching up to me. I worked on the computer late and then hoped I would get at least 4 hours of sleep when Nicholas decided that he wasn’t letting anyone sleep, we were up all night with him for one thing or another. At one point 4:15, he wanted to go out in the living room and play. I told Sandy just let him go, but she said “Of course, you are going to work and who cares if I have to deal with him all day and his brothers too.” Well needless to say, he stayed in bed with us.

Enough moping, I don’t want to bring you down also. Have a bright and wonderful day!