I have been hearing these commercials on the radio in the morning that talk about looking like you did 10 years ago and with no surgery and it always gets me to thinking, what my body felt like 10 years ago. My back didn’t hurt me and with all the work that we are doing on it in the last couple of weeks, it has its OK days and its really shitty days. Today is a really shitty day. It absolutely kills in any position that I’m in (sitting, standing, walking). We have a baseball game tonight and its freaking cold here and now I will have to stand out there in the cold for 2 hours and I know that I will not be a happy person. I know that I have become a horrible person to live with because I’m always on edge and not any fun. This thing just kills me and unless I want to be drugged all the time to a point where I can feel it or anything else, something has got to happen.
Done ranting, you may now go back to your regularly schedule channel. If you got this far, thanks for listening, if you didn’t you are much better off.
Comments (2)
i had major back problems when i was going thru major "life problems"...sometimes they are linked...i feel for you...i've been bed-ridden from back pain, and it's no fun :(
Posted by lil | May 3, 2005 8:35 PM
Posted on May 3, 2005 20:35
Back pain sucks. Period. I hope you are able to find a doctor that can help you get through it without drugging you to a stupor.
Posted by Michelle | May 3, 2005 8:41 PM
Posted on May 3, 2005 20:41