Ever have one of those days, that you could just go back to bed?
{The rest is just me bitching, so you can move on. Thanks!}
Today is that day. I just feel like shit and I know its because of the weather, my back, my stomach hurting. I just want to crawl up in a hole and hide. I just want to be left alone and all my family members just want to know what is wrong and how can they fix it. I will be fine if they will just leave me alone.
I’m not happy where my back is at. I know its going to take a while, but I don’t want to wait. I went into PT for one pain and now have 3 other ones to go with the one that I had in the first place. It seems that I go through this once a week when I’m in a lot of pain. And know there is a drug they have given me yet that will stop the pain, but they haven’t given me a gun yet. That might work. The problem with killing myself is that Sandy won’t get the insurance and won’t be able to pay off the house and cars and all the rest of the bull shit that I have to pay for each month, but the medical bills would stop coming. Oh well tomorrow is another day.
I’m ok now. Just don’t feel like talking.
Comments (3)
YEP, I have had those days! Many times! But, you need to try and remember that you are valued beyond belief and even though life really sucks right now...YOU are important...so if you need to vent...find someone to vent to...get it out! Get rid of all the Crap...be mad and yell at the world! But, keep fighting against it all!
Hang in there!!!
Posted by Wendi | May 24, 2005 7:41 PM
Posted on May 24, 2005 19:41
Hey buddy,
Hang on ! We're with you, there's no doubts about that !
Sending good and warm "vibes" from far far away...
Posted by Henri | May 25, 2005 5:37 AM
Posted on May 25, 2005 05:37
We all have those days. I know that won't make you feel better but know that we at least understand. If I lived close to you, I'd take you out and get drunk. Heh, heh.
Posted by yvett | May 25, 2005 11:40 AM
Posted on May 25, 2005 11:40